Five Feet Apart

“How long will I live my life afraid of what-ifs?”

Stella Grant loves to be in control except when it comes to her health, she has no control over her lungs that keep her in and out of hospitals for the majority of her life. The only thing Stella needs is to stay away from anything and anyone who may jeopardize her chance to get a lung transplant so she can be free do what she wants. That means staying six feet apart at all costs, no exceptions. Will Newman is exactly what Stella needs to stay away from. The only thing Will is concerned about is getting out of the hospital, he could care less about treatments, transplants, and anything medical related. Once, he turns eighteen he’ll be able to get out and experience the world and start a life of his own. They are exactly what the other needs to stay away from, if they get close to each other they could run the risk of death. But, six feet away doesn’t feel like safety but more like punishment.

I’m a sucker for love stories but this is one love story that I wish I didn’t read. There’s a lot to unpack here so let’s get started. First, let’s talk about the characters which Stella and Will who were one dimensional and stereotyped. Stella is a type A personality who has to be in control of everything and Will is the rebel and the two completely disregard their illness and risk everything over one chance meeting. They were so focused on getting better and staying healthy so they wouldn’t run the risk of something happening.Which is problematic in itself and doesn’t send a very good message to readers in particular those who are living with a life threatening illness. It’s also a dangerous message to send to readers that if you’re not able bodied then you can’t live the life that you want and that is utterly wrong. It’s a message that is portrayed over and over and I wish writers would stop doing it.

Please quit killing off POC/LGBTQ leads just for the sake of the story. It’s so overdone, this book was hot mess in my opinion. There was a lot of aspects that could’ve been handled in a much better way and maybe I would’ve liked it more.

The Vanished Birds

“Take my day, they sang, but give me the night. Feed the hearth and ready the brew, for I am coming home to you.”

The Vanished Birds follows Nia Imani is a woman out of time and place traveling through space and the stars throughout the years as so many things have happened. Her friends and lovers have aged past her and all that she has left is her work. Alone and adrift, Nia finds herself longing for something more and soon she finds herself wrapped up in a new adventure, one of which will change the course of her life and make her question everything she thought she knew.

I would’ve given it a higher rating but there were parts where i felt very confused and not as invested in the story as I wanted it to be. The plot and writing is top notch but I felt other parts of the story and even the characters felt under developed and under utilized. It’s a space opera which is pretty freaking cool and I don’t read enough of those. Normally, you meet the main character in the first chapter but not this story which I think also contributed to my interest level. The first chapter was filled with lots of historical information and felt like more of a prologue than an introduction to the story. Besides the main character, Nia I didn’t have an interest in the others. While i enjoy reading about the main character, I want to invest in other characters in the book as they have interesting stories and when I can’t, I lose interest real quick. The story had great potential but I just didn’t click with it for several reasons. But, I’m sure others will enjoy for different reasons so to each their own.

Hana Khan Carries On

“My father says that trying to stop hate is like trying to stop the tides,” Rashid said. “The best thing you can do is take advantage of it. Don’t stop the tide from flowing. Build a hydroelectric dam and make electricity instead, enough to power ten thousand houses. That’s how you stop hate.”

Sales are slow at Three Sisters Biryani Poutine, the only halal restaurant in the close-knit Golden Crescent neighborhood in Toronto, Canada. Hana, works part time as a waitress while she dreams of making it big with owning her own radio show but for the time being she’s stuck being a waitress and trying outshine her fellow interns at the city radio station. Hana is confident that things will fall into place and she will be able to succeed but all that crumbles when a new Halal restaurant opens in Golden Crescent threatening to shut down Three Sisters for good. Hana finds herself thrown into different directions while trying to figure out who she is and how she can finally use her voice for what really matters.

First, I’m glad that romance wasn’t heavily focused as I was really immersed in Hana’s personal journey and the changes that she went through during the book. I thought she was a very well written main character who had flaws and struggles that many people can relate to especially with trying to find her own voice. I think that’s something that many people can relate to and trying to figure what really matters to them. While this is one of the main theme’s of the book, this book also touches on serious and heartbreaking issues especially dealing with racism that Hana and her family deal with as Brown/Muslims experience in the modern world. This is why I’m glad that romance wasn’t the main focus because I think the way the experiences and Hana’s personal journey was done was more interesting and compelling than the romance.

Even with the serious and heartbreaking issues that were covered, this is a light-hearted novel that was very compelling and interesting from beginning to end and I strongly recommend it others even if romance isn’t your thing.

The Extraordinaries by T.J. Klune

“Sometimes, the people we want to protect the most might not understand why we do the things we do. But that doesn’t mean they love us any less. Only you can decide where your faith lies.”

Nick Bell, a superhero? Not what he thinks but as the famed writer behind The Extraordinaries, a popular series that has given Bell the praise, adoration, and success that he’s always dreamed about. But, when a chance encounter with Nova City’s famed superhero, Shadow Star and Nick’s biggest crush, he sets on a journey to make himself extraordinary with or without the help of his best friend and possible love of his life, Seth Gray.

I have mixed feelings about this book as I did enjoy the characters, the plot, and the writing, I was a bit surprised at the heavy subject material wasn’t handled with more care as it focused on the police. There were times reading through this book that I felt like it was glorifying the police and others time where I didn’t feel that way. Klune did address it and I give him kudos for that as some people would not only let it slide but get offended over the backlash. Besides this issue, I did enjoy the characters, humor, representation, and plot as it featured a variety of different characters that were all unique in their own way and I loved that he included a character with ADHD. I don’t see many ADHD characters in YA and as someone who was diagnosed with it as a child, I thought he did it very well. But, with the main issue I couldn’t give this book a higher rating so be aware of that when going into this book. That’s all for now!

Wendy, Darling by A.C. Wise

TW: Abuse, Misogyny, Abandonment Issues, Death, Loss of Parents, War

She has the sudden impression that bits of his skin might lift away, like a mask hiding something terrible underneath.”

Wendy, Darling is a dark retelling of Peter Pan that focuses on the oldest child, Wendy and what journey she took after coming back from Neverland. Her brothers, Michael and John were able to condition themselves to forget their time in Neverland, Wendy wasn’t able to do and spent time in an Asylum thus damaging the relationship with her two brothers. She feels bitter and resentful towards them and spends time wondering if their parents hadn’t died on their cruise ship, would she have been put in the asylum or would things be different? Although she doesn’t speak of it, Neverland isn’t far from her mind and one night she gets a visit from the last person she expected to see. She finds out that Neverland is what it used to be and there is darkness lurking on the island and the visitor is looking for another Wendy, and before she knows it her young daughter Jane is taken in her place.

I love retellings and I have see a lot of Peter Pan retellings so I was looking forward to this. Sadly, it wasn’t what I expected it to be and it was a bummer. While the story was interesting, I felt it was a bit too dark for my liking and it was hard to invest in the other characters besides Wendy. I found her to be a very interesting and well written protagonist with a harrowing journey that makes you feel for her. I did like the alternating POV’s between Wendy and her daughter, Jane and reading about her adventures in Neverland and I was pleased with how it ended. But, the lack of depth in the characters made me struggle to stay invested so that was a bummer.

Music and Mirrors by Candace Robinson

The souls are inside you, as theirs are and now the reflections are all just that, reflections.

While the first book followed the adventures of Auden and Lark, this one follows the other side of mirror where Leni and Ridley, the antagonists who were tasked with getting rid of Lark and Auden and failed to do so. The two are facing punishment and in order to save them from a terrible fate, they must seek help from the two they tried to kill or Leni will end up dead and Ridley will become someone he truly hates.

Robinson’s follow up to Lyrics and Music was just as captivating, original, engaging, and full of twists and turns that kept me turning the page in anticipation. The big draw of both books are the characters, as they are all very unique, interesting, and so well written you feel like you know them. It was interesting seeing the other side of it and the perspectives from Leni and Ridley, it really helped you feel compassion for them and understand the plight they were under. The dynamics between the characters helped give the relationships more depth and the writing helped the story flow very well. I was surprised at how much I liked these books, they were very fun, mysterious, engaging, and exciting all in one and I hope that there will be more in this series.

September TBR

I can’t believe Septmber is already here but I am so excited! Fall is my favorite season and I’m ready for it. I have a lot of good picks for the month and I’m excited to share them with you! Let’s start!

A Lesson in Vengance by Victoria Lee
Genre: Fantasy, LGBT, YA

The Bear and The Nightingale by Katherine Arden
Genre: Fantasy, Historical-Fiction, Romance

Before We Were Blue by E.J. Schwartz
Genre: Contemporary, LGBT, Young Adult

Bonded Fate by Beck Michaels
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Young Adult

The Box In The Woods by Maureen Johnson
Genre: Contemporary, Thrillers, Mystery, YA

The Comfort Book by Matt Haig
Genre: Non-Fiction, Self-Help, Mental Health

Daughter Of Sparta by Claire Andrews
Genre: Fantasy, Retellings, Young Adult

The Extraordinaries by T.J. Klune
Genre: Fantasy, LGBT, Young Adult

Five Feet Apart by Rachel Lippincott
Genre: Contemporary, Romance, YA

Music & Mirrors by Candace Robinson
Genre: Fantasy, Young Adult

The Pan by Jenny Hickman
Genre: Fantasy, Retellings, Young Adult

Prince of Shadow and Ash by Selina Gonzalas
Genre: Fantasy, Magic, and YA

Strange Gods by Alison Kimble
Genre: Fantasy, Young Adult

The Things We Don’t See by Savannah Brown
Genre: Fantasy, Mystery, Young Adult

These Hollow Vows by Lexi Ryan
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Young Adult

Two Dark Moons by Avi Silver
Genre: Fantasy, LGBT, YA

Wendy Darling by A.C. Wise
Genre: Fantasy, Retellings, Young Adult

When We Were Strangers by Alex Richards
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery, YA

The Witch Haven by Sasha Peyton Smith
Genre: Fantasy, YA, Historical-Fiction

The Witch’s Tale by Genevieve Gornichec
Genre: Fantasy, Fiction, Retellings

White Hot Kiss by Jennifer L. Armentrout
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, YA

With The Fire On High by Elizabeth Acevedo
Genre: Contemporary, Fiction, Young Adult

August Wrap Up

Wow, I can’t believe August is over! This has been a very good reading month as I had a lot more time than I anticipated and enjoyed it. I’m excited to share with you the books that I read for the month! So let’s get started.

A Court of Honey & Ash by Shannon Mayer & Kelly St. Clare
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 3/5

A Good Girl’s Guide To Murder by Holly Jackson
Genre: Mystery, Thriller Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

As Good As Dead by Holly Jackson
Genre: Mystery, Thriller, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Amelia Unabridged by Ashley Schumacher
Genre: Fiction, Romance, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Better Than The Movies by Lynn Painter
Genre: Romance, Contemporary, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Catch and Cradle by Katia Rose
Genre: LGBT, Romance, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Darling by K. Ancrum
Genre: Fiction, LGBT, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

For Your Own Good by Samantha Downing
Genre: Thriller, Mystery, Fiction
Review: Here

Rating; 3.5/5

Forget This Ever Happened by Cassandra Rose Clarke
Genre: Young Adult, LGBT, Sci-Fi
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Good Girl, Bad Blood by Holly Jackson
Genre: Mystery, Contemporary, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Into The Heartless Wood by Joanna Ruth Meyer
Genre: Fantasy, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 3/5

The Lucky Ones by Liz Lawson
Genre: Contemporary, Romance, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Lyrics and Curses by Candace Robinson
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 5/5

Outrun The Wind by Elizabeth Tammi
Genre: LGBT, Romance, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 3/5

Six Crimson Cranes by Elizabeth Lim
Genre: Fantasy, Fiction, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 3.5/5

Some Girls Do By Jennifer Dugan
Genre: LGBT, Romance, YA
Review: Here

Rating: 3/5

The Girl The Sea Gave Back by Adrienne Young
Genre: Fantasy, Historical-Fiction, Young Adult
Review: Here


Rating: 3/5

Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson
Genre: Mystery, YA, Contemporary
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

The Vanishing Star by Maureen Johnson
Genre: Mystery, Contemporary, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

We Regret To Inform You by Ariel Kaplan
Genre: Contemporary, Young Adult, Mystery
Review: Here

Rating: 2.5/5

What I Carry by Jennifer Longo
Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, Romance
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

The Wicked Deep by Shea Ernshaw
Genre: Fantasy, Fiction, Young Adult
Review: Here

Rating: 4/5

Book Of The Week: Lyrics and Curses

Curses and Lyrics follows two young people, Lark and Auden who are both coming to terms with their painful pasts. Lark lives with her trendy, party-loving, twin sister and her mother come lately, Beth who has sworn off men and thrown herself into homemaking who don’t understand her love of cassette tapes, distaste of the pop scene, or her standoffish personality. For Lark, she feels like she has no place of belonging except one place, Bubbles Odities, where she finds herself a kindred spirit in Auden Ellis. But, Auden keeps her at arms length because of his fear of exposing her to dangers that lurk in the shadows. But, when two strangers come to town, carrying a dark and mysterious object and errie flute music, the two find that their painful pasts are more in sync than they believe. Now the two have to come to terms with their budding attraction while also keeping their loved ones safe with the dangers that are about to be exposed.

The two main characters are what stood out to me. They were very real, fleshed out, and easy to relate to and have empathy for the with their struggles. Lark has two sisters and a mother doesn’t give Lark what she really needs which makes it easy to connect with her. Auden lost both of his parents and has a loving-psuedo parent and two younger brothers so it’s very easy to feel for them and want them to find the happiness that they need. I was impressed with how well Robinson writes the typical teenager, in some books it can be very cheesy and overdone but in this book, it was very real so that helped. You really do find yourself rooting for Lark and Auden as they’ve gone through so much and do have a bright future ahead of them.

What an absolute delight this book! I was hooked from the beginning and enjoyed every second of it and can’t wait to read book two for my september tbr. I had heard a lot of hype for this book and it certainly lived up to it as I loved everything about especially that it was in the mid 80’s. I was born in 1986 so this was so much fun to read about as I’m a huge 80’s buff and felt the setting was perfect. The writing was so captivating and had me turning the page in anticipation of what would happen next. Of course this book would end in a cliffhanging but it was still super fun!